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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

!!! It was a horrible, horrible, horrendously bad day today. (for exams, that is)

Lit was !!! I was stunned like !!! when I flipped it open, and felt like crying then and there. But obviously, I didn't lah. I didn't start writing until like... the 20th minute I think? because I was reading the !!! long !!! prose and trying to understand all the !!! African !!! words they used. And the poem was !!! at first. I was thinking, what stupid moment! My mind was obviously blank at that point you see. Because I just wasted time reading some !!! prose which I wasn't even gonna do. And I read the set text questions and again, !!! Question a), Peter Stockmann, Question b) - relationships; PETER STOCKMANN (damn, they do like him!) & Dr Stockmann; MORTEN KIIL, MRS STOCKMANN AND PETRA. All of which I didn't study except for Dr stockmann. SO of course, NEXT PLEASE. And they give me: Question c) Comment on the darn language which shows Dr Stockmann's strong conviction. Like !!! So little to write about. he wasn't even showing much conviction for that matter lah! and part ii) was on Aslaksen and Hovstad, which was obviously okay, because i studied it, but !!! i had 20 mins to rush through i) and ii) and thus I only wrote less than 3 sides. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID TIME MANAGEMENT. makes me go !!! because I know i can write more, but I couldn't, so !!! to lit! and am still stunned and at a loss of words, because !!!

Chinese was !!!. At first I thought i was doing okay and i get that stupid adrenaline rush thing that always happens during an exam. Then my palms are sweaty and my heart beats at an incredibly fast rate; call it nerves. Yeah, so anyway, I'm busy remembering what I mugged from nat's oh-so-pro file. And basically copying and pasting everything. But my content was !!! and towards the end, I totally forgot all I mugged! And luckily they didn't test 4 million smiles for US. (hah, poor hcl people) I was PRAYING they wouldn't. Because firstly, I don't even know what it's freaking called in chinese. And secondly, I wouldn't know how to elaborate. At first I read the du zhe something something and i was like !!! then I read on and realised it means reader's digest because of the courtesy survery thing. So cool, I learnt a new thing. But anyway, the point is, gong han was !!! I wrote super short, didn't elaborate because I didn't know what dengue fever was in chinese. Forgot how to write TE XIU CI HAN. (!!!) and they didn't have it in my dictionary. haha. And yes, I forgot the memorised and thought-to-be-already-ingrained-in-my-brain conclusion. And bluffed my way through with my non-standard chinese. And these are the times that make me go, HUA YU is NOT a subset of COOL/KU. I mean seriously, I swear my brain has some sort of aversion to anything Chinese. And it's not like I WANT IT TO BE.

Oh and plus, not only did mugging my ass off for lit and chinese last night NOT help in anyway, it became a LIABILITY, A BANE, A DISADVANTAGE. because my !!!drooping!!! eyes could not sustain me during my cl exam. it forced my hands to write "die for you" or something like that on my gao zhi. hahah, I almost burst out laughing when I awoke from my stupor. I think I must be subconciously emo or something. Haha, I hurriedly scratched it out like mad in case xie lao shi or ah leong laughs at me.

So !!! to exams and mugging!

But last night was funny! Me and my sister were reading some jakarta dialect thing on this person's blog and figuring out what it meant. And it was some lame sHitZx thing about love and all. So I decided to try and act cool and write a love letter to my sister. Haha. on my PURPLE post-it :)

This is what it said:

Buat: Bonnie, kaka saya yang cinta <3

Kamu tau ngah? Saya sayang kamu banyak lo. Tapi saya ngah pernah kasi tau kamu sebabkan saya tah tau gimana kasi tau kamu. Duluh, saya pernah tulis kertas cinta buat kamu, tapi saya ngah ada 'courage'nya buat kasih kamu. Sekarang, saya baru tau pumpung kita masih hidup, sayah mau kasi kamu tau,
SAYA CINTA KAMU!

<3, adek kamu, Mandy.

LAME SHITZXEROIDS. hahaha. anyone who knows indo/malay will know that the grammer is horrendous, the spelling is !!! and there's R, R, R (repetition) all over.

Loosely translated:

For: Bonnie, my loved elder sister <3

Do you know? I love you very much leh. But I never told you because I don't know how to. Last time, I once wrote a love letter to you, but I never had the courage (yes, i don't know what it is in indo) to pass it to you. Now, I know that since we are still alive and kickin' (haha, obviously I didn't write that in indo, I just want to ACT COOL), I want to tell you,
I LOVE YOU!

<3, your younger sister, Mandy

FUNNY SHITZX right. come on man, burst out laughing. I did! Of course it sounds MUCH better in english lah. I WAS BORED FROM STUFFING MY BRAIN WITH TOO MUCH, "Was the majority right when they stood by while Jesus was crucified? Silence ". HAHA. I THINK I'VE GONE MAD. THIS POST IS SO !!! HAHA

:) THIS POST MADE ME SMILE. :)

and I shall end off with, !!!

because the title of this post is

!!!

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